Wish

I wish I was enough to convince you.
I wish I could tell you everything you’ve done that kept
me alive. I try, but you doubt yourself, and you’re just so stuck
on believing you’re evil and that no one wants you around.
I want you around.
I need you around.

I feel like I’m trying to save your life.
And I’m failing.

I wish I was enough to keep you alive.
I wish I could tell you how amazing you are, and how you
help everyone around you, and you’re not a screw up, but you
won’t believe me; you just remark about how you’re worthless.
You’re not worthless to me.
You’re not worthless to anyone.

I feel like I’m fighting a battle.
And I can't win.
{*}{*}{*}

Old thing I wrote a while ago.

I'll be posting tonight.

xoxo
-{mari}

Day and Night

All through the day
I feel it.
All through the night
I feel it.

All through the day
I feel betrayed.
All through the night
I feel hurt.

I want it stop
I need it to stop.

Why can't I be happy?

(dammit that sucked ASS! Sorry, I guess I'm just too depressed to even wright)

NaNoWriMo

I figured I should put a bit of the idea for NaNo here...

Title: Mysticism
Author: Mari Ellis Wright
Summary: For years fairies and humans had managed to live in a not-so-perfect but tolerable harmony, until the day when Messina showed up, a leader who strongly believed she possessed black magic. With dark magic sweeping the nation, the fairies are getting weaker, eventually dying. When her family becomes one of the endangered, will Donella team up with the beings she hates and look past her problems to the bigger picture?
Cover: notmadeyet
POV: Third person omniscient.
Genre: Fantasy/Angst/YA

I'm so excited.

I think I'll be doing this story, definitely. :)

xoxo

-{mari}