Sunday, May 3, 2009

nothing tastes as good as thin feels

it's a sickness, a health
it's poverty, it's wealth
i binge and i purge,
i purge and i binge
i weigh and i frown
and i weigh and i smile
counting calories all the while
it's an addiction, an affliction
an infection that i love
the looseness of clothes
the momentary happy i steal
because nothing tastes as good
as thin feels.


(i have lost 12 pounds since i began. terrible, only a little, but after my fast today i feel fantastic, even though i slipped up a bit. i'll do ten times better tomorrow!)

1 comment:

Marri said...

you're beautiful, even without the weight loss.